It’s time to make up my mind and decides.

It is always hard to make decision when there are options to choose on.

What I actually want? Today’s choice selected makes the future me. I do not know how this decision will affected my future until the days come.

No matter this is the right choices or a bad decision, I have to go ahead and face it myself. The choice is with me now. Select one, take it and be responsible for all the risk might come. Never regrets for the decision I made.

Finger crossed I made a right decision.

I should update this right after the problem solved.

When I lodged the telephone and internet line problem complains to TM, the customer service given me report number for reference. I had been told that they need 24hrs to 72hrs to solve the problem. Initially I thought the problem occurred due to the upgrading but it seems like not.

Their technicians had come to my resident area and done the necessary repair then the phone line and internet online services were back to normal after two days.

The technician called me once they had done their job. The next day, I had received SMS from TM regarding the job done and apology for the inconvenience caused. I am statistic with the action of TM technician team for their rectification works can be delivery as promised. Hopefully the same problem will not come back again.

Feel so sorry when I saw her tears dropping. On the spot my ex-colleague told me she is too stressed, she just can’t control her tears and tears falling non-stop. This is the pressure I can totally felt.

I am sorry because I know the pressure and burden she is taken now is double up then the time before I left. This is the harder time just like when the day my superior left without any replacement. I do have the same feeling like her. Wish to performance our best. Wish to complete our tasks but things go beyond our control.

I did motivate and try to calm her all the way when she asked help from me. Never thought that she still find no way to ease the stress.

I face the same before. I overcome the worst situations and I do hope she can pass this hard time very soon.

Only person who are taking serious responsible to their jobs will act like this as they really wish to done their job well. And I strongly believe she has done very best for her tasks. It’s just that she has not learned how to ease tensions.

There are lots more life lesson to be learned. I do hope she can learned how to deal with the working stress and handle  it well after this.

When is my last time wake up early to blog? I had already forgotten. I used to do it long time ago when I am so tempt to blog. But I force to give up this practice since my body warned me.

Although back pain is close to recover, it doesn’t means that I can sit for long hours. I am having good habit to stop and relax on and off during working and blogging hours. As long as I feel tired, I have to stop.

Feel so fresh and relax back to my blog. Wish you have a nice day ahead!

Because of busy life, I have no extra energy to take good care of my blog. This is the place for me to write and jot down my thoughts and I feel so comfortable to type in front of my computer. Blogging is my relaxing time.

As I am too stress during my working hours, I put all my efforts to complete as much tasks as possible at office and I feel superb tired every day when home. I even had my working condition and pressure in my dreams.

Life can not be just work and work only. Without valuable time with family and self, I feel so unbalance. Then I started to warn myself back to blog, continue on having relaxing mind after office hours.  Always remind myself to live in a balanced life!

Initially I didn’t display my email contact at this site because I don’t think any one will contact me as this is my personal site with some dairy records. What I wish to share I already wrote in my posts and I think that is enough. Some more I don’t want my email account becomes one of the junk mail victims.

Lately I found that this is not a good way. If my blog visitors got question to ask about the message or content in my posts, they can communicate with me through the email contact that I inserted. Two way communications is always between than one way communication. It is good to open and discuss further any question that my blog readers might have if they wish / need to.

From now on, your questions to my blog contents are most welcome.

How good you are depends on how great you can do and how best you can be. Every one is unique. Every one is importance to play their role in life.

Do you ever have such feeling or query that who are you? Why you were here? What life means for you? No matter how worst the condition is, I had never thought that I am not importance or useless. Maybe I am not the kind of easy loser. I will fight for my right and make myself in the condition of always alert.

Confident is very importance. Those who have no confidence will always in negative mood. How to turn into positive tune? Give yourself a smile in front of the mirror. You are who you are. Love yourself and always listen to your heart feeling. Life is bright if you wish it is bright. The future of you is the wish you make and actions you taken today. Be confident to every step you move. You yourself are the best supporter!

There are some patients wearing ankle braces waiting for their turn for chiropractic adjustment as well as doing physiotherapy at the specialist center that I often went.

There are two little patients braced me up. One is about 6 or 7 years old, the other one is about 5 years old I guess. I meet them since the day I started the DTS treatment which was more than half year ago. They are having problem on their leg since young. Every time when I feel tired or pain with my pain, I will think of them. As they can handle the treatment so well, why can’t me?

Compare to my problem, they might need longer time to undergo the treatment for their disability.  I go along the treatments and I often saw them committed to their treatments as well for this half year period. With the adjustments, corrections and practices along the treatments, their situation now getting better and better.

Bravo! My two little heroes!

Life is so busy. I have to check and confirm in advance before I make any decision to attend any events or functions. Hubby got his own schedule, my two princesses have their tuition, exam and school functions. I become the one so flexible to follow their schedules. Some times if I wish to fix my facial treatment date, I also need to double confirm with my bosses before I confirm the appointment.

Schedule is full doesn’t means that no time to rest. This is why I make myself as free as possible. Other than house cleaning and those routine jobs as a mom, I try to rest myself as much as I can too. If I also to have my busy social life like hubby, I am sure I will have no time to take care my house and my princesses.

I can’t remember when was the last time I stand on the scale to weight myself. I always feel worry to know the result. Since now I am more confident with my health condition, I decided to check it physically.

My back pain is gone but the numb on my lower right leg makes me feel uncomfortable. As always, I need to continue take extra precaution for every movements and my postures of stand, sit and walk to ensure I can maintain and towards better condition.

So happy to announce I am now 40.5kg. For the six years passed my weight dropped to scary 40. I am too weak and too slim all the way. 0.5kg increased is a very good improvement.

I promised to myself to continue try harder to keep up my weight until I need the best weight loss pills to keep my body slim down again. Ideally 45kg is the perfect weight, if I can hit 50kg that will be my limit. So, there are still more rooms to go!