We talked about this topic few years ago. We never have planned to be either stay-at-home mom or work-at-home mom because all of us love to have our own income and we enjoy the freedom of spending our own income. We prefer working.

Started in Year 2011, she will be a work-at-home mom. After discussed with her hubby, she can under employed in his business and spend more time to take care of their children.

Among my group of best friends, this is the 5th person who is now a SAHM or WAHM. This is a good sign as this shows that they are having lovely hubbies who earning good income and take serious responsibilities to the whole family. Besides, they agreed that their wife is the best person who can take very good care of their children.

Family is the most importance to parents. The decision made is to the best of the family. I am proud to have friends who are very good moms and dads.

I regretted for what I had done.

To make sure my two little princesses are honest to me, I started lie to them.

I feel worry when I found that my two little princesses start to hide and do not wish me to know what they had actually done for the day. I love to know what they had done for the day and I wish them to share with me with honest. I found that they will let me know whatever that I like they do and they will skip those bad things that they had done. I discovered that only thought my mother in law mouth.

When my younger told me her kindergarten teachers asked them to be discipline because they had installed hidden cameras where every one captured to be naughty will get punishment. So I come out an idea and warned my two little princesses they also need to be well behave at home and don’t try to cheat me because our home also installed hidden cameras.

This lie has become bigger and bigger now. I did try to stop it by tell them honestly there is no cameras installed but they refuse to trust me. So, I have to continue my lie.

I know this is totally a mistake. What I can do now?

I can not control my emotion when I first listen to this song. Life is full of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy every day. It is the matter how we take all the challenges and how we treat ourselves.

I always appreciated for whatever I have. Just can not understand why I had such strong feeling when I listen to this song. I admitted that I feel pity to myself for always in the sick and pain condition. In fact, I should not have such feeling as I am much better than those who are in badly sickness…

Can not let myself fall into negative mood. No matter how worst the condition is, this is not the end. Sunshine and rainbow will comes after the rain! Always appreciated. Always smile!

Are you used to shop online? I will buy gifts online. Select gifts under my budget, and then I have no hassle to send my presents personally. I just fill up the recipient’s address and ask for the delivery direct reach the recipients. This is the way I created surprise to my friends.

Online purchase is so convenience nowadays but you must make sure you get the best deal. If you wish to get big savings, you may consider to shop on Cyber Monday. Or if you missed the day, then you might grab some good pricing stuff on Black Friday as well. Click on the link and start to select one for your friends or family members now!

Back pain comes back again due to silly mistake. I thought I can handle those things with the little stool but I am wrong. After the long hour sitting on the stool, I feel uncomfortable at the night. Following day, I continue completed another housekeeping mission by arranging my messy documents on the staircase. This is another stupid mistake.

I feel curious why my back pain come back again easily. This is my third time get hurt since Jul’10. Is it means that my body is getting weaker and weaker?

My first terrible back pain was happened 7 years ago which takes me about few months to recover. Thereafter, the pain come back on and off but not the serious one. Pain comes seriously again since July makes me always pain in any condition. During this chiropractic adjustment period, I feel the improvement but just can not totally get rid of the uncomfortable.

I am back to the stage where I need to take the N-Cobal & Anarex Tablet before I go to bed. Even then, I still wake up every hour in the middle of night due to the pain. The pain from the back till my right foot is so terrible.

Feel so nausea with this condition. I still see my doctor of chiropractic once a week. The pain is relief a bit every time after the adjustment but the speed is just too slow. Anywhere, I still strongly believe that I can recover but just the time matter.

I should take extra precaution and always in the correct and right body positions and actions to prevent the pain come back again. I promise.

I love to attend the prize giving ceremony especially when my beloved hubby is one of the prize winners. I will only able to follow him to attend the ceremony if I am available on that specific day. Hubby won few photography prizes but most of the prizes giving ceremonies were held in weekday. That is for the convenience of the event organizers but not for me who are a full time worker. Hubby needs to take leave to attend the ceremony. But this is the honor. He is much willing to spend his leave on the events.

When all the pinewood trophies arranging nicely on the stage, I wish that I can be the one who receive the prize. Long time ago hubby did urged me and always encouraged me to learn photograph skill. But I am more to be a model than a photographer. I regret now. Hubby is expert and now he is a professional photographer. But me, who is a pretty model previously now getting older and have no interest to be a model anymore. It is no doubt that I had made the wrong decision.

Here comes the year end and we all got our appraisal forms. Different from previous years, this year our new department boss asked us to do self appraisal. We determine how good we are, and she will give her marks later.

Last year appraised by different boss. Different bosses have different expectation.

I had completed and submitted my form and now pending for her appraisal. I really wish to know how she values my job performance. I know how good I am. To me, it seems like I am far away to reach her target. So, I wish to know, at what level I am at her targeted point.

I am not looking for a very good appraisal this year because I know I have much more rooms to improve. My job function now is much more different compare to last year. To me, I had improved so much. I do appreciate for the opportunity given by the bosses. Let’s see how far I can go…

I miss the day I can run as fast as I can. I miss the day I can walk as far as I like. I miss the day I can jump as high as I wish to. I am active person. I had been climb to the highest mountain in Johor which is 1276 meters. I had participant into running competition. I just miss those days fun with sport activities.

I love outdoor activities. Activities close with nature. Fun with friends and family members are the best. I love group life. But now all kind of funs are too far from me.

People who feel tired with the outdoor activities or wish to escape direct sunlight, they will prefer indoor sports. Play gym at home or fitness center also good to sweat. As long as you enjoy sport, there are lots more of fun. Even simple tools like resistance bands can help to built up your muscle. This is why I love sport.

But I can not enjoy all these anymore. No matter how best running shoes you given to me, I can not perform well now. I even hardly to walk fast due to my back pain comes back again. I hate my back pain!

We planned to go traveling again this coming weekend. I am happy because hubby can spend times with us to go travel again. Hubby said we no need to make any reservation since the place is not a popular travel location. Besides, this weekend is not a peak season. Anywhere, I think his decision is totally correct. Luckily we have not paid any booking fees as this trip might cancel.

My back pain comes back again. Terrible pain makes me so uncomfortable. I am trying to take more rest. I have to be sorry to hubby and my two little princesses for not manage to take long distance traveling time due to my back pain problem.

I hope I can recover soon and the trip can be on next two weeks.

I am doubt will one day there is no more electronic fans selling in the market. Every one is buying aircond and enjoying cool air. My friend who is preparing to move in her new house is telling us that she will only buy aircond and will not buy ceiling fans for her new home.

I am totally not agreed with her action. Electronic Fans not only good for energy savings. It is also more economical and more environmental friendly compare to aircond. Our mother earth is already so sick now. But it seems like every one is giving her more and more burden…